| Night
Terrors
bloody tales from the sepulcher Cheap Thrills at the Parker House
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I.
Overwhelming evidence notwithstanding, thin and bespectacled
Luke
Matthews didn't believe in ghosts, werewolves, warlocks,
witches, or
demons. "To Hell with the Devil" had become a favorite
expression of this tall, stooping intellectual, voiced particularly around
fellow graduate students, who admired Luke for his abandonment of belief.
To Luke, sitting now in his parent's living room, puffing
on his pipe,
watching the red glow of the setting sun, and studying
the spire of the old Parker House through the leafless trees in the front
yard, Hell was a fabrication of the Church and, therefore, a delusion.
The views of this thin bespectacled man were reinforced by Neitzche,
Marx, and Derrida, whom he claimed in seminar after seminar as his most
significant influences.
A doctoral student in English, studying at a major
California
university, Luke was finishing a dissertation applying
deconstructive
principles to Bronte's Wuthering Heights. His parents,
now away at a church revival this evening, were proud of him. Sitting
on the faded green couch he had slept on as a child, Luke put his pipe
to his mouth and reflected: during his college years, he had seen the superstitions
of his ancestors uprooted like weeds, each tossed onto the pile of cultural
discards that Luke kept in the back of his mind, just in case some day
he might need a bit of trivia to impress colleagues and students
gathered around him to learn about his most recent publication.
Evening shadows darkening, Luke wondered how he was going
to use
this weekend. He was glad his parents were gone,
because that gave him the freedom he needed. Between semesters and
burnt-out from too many books, papers, and seminars, Luke wanted a boost,
a thrill. He needed to do something different, he told himself, something
that he would remember when he was working on his dissertation in his small
attic room just off the campus. In fact, he was tempted to visit
the old Parker House, the rickety brick and wooden two story Victorian
affair located on the corner of Seventh and Taylor, just a block away.
Superstitions aside, the place had a creepy appeal.
Luke had vivid recollections of the place. Even
in the light of day
during his childhood and adolescence, the old Victorian
house had always seemed dark; looking at the place was like gazing through
darkly transparent film. For another, throughout his youth, as he
had made a point of walking past the deserted place to the local convenience
store or to the home of one of his friends, Luke had occasionally heard
awful sounds coming from the Parker house, particularly at night.
When he was twelve, walking past the place around midnight in late November,
he had heard scream after scream, something his father attributed to demonic
spirit. Once, when he was sixteen and walking back to his house
from his girlfriend's on the darkest night of the year, Luke had seen a
light flickering through a corner second story window and a shadow bouncing
onto the shade. If Luke were making these stories up, his parents
knew, at least the boy's delusions had a solid foundation.
That foundation was his grandfather. During the
first eighteen years
of his life, Luke had heard stories about the Parker
place from his
grandfather, a crazy old coot who had lived with the
boy and his parents from the time Luke was five and had made it evident,
to his dying day, that he despised everyone in the family save Luke.
Routinely, Grandfather Matthews would drag Luke into the
family
room after a winter meal of steak and mashed potatoes,
sit the boy on his lap five feet from the fire, and fill his grandson's
head full of Parker
house stories. Sometimes, as Luke listened to the
old man in the darkly carpeted and paneled room, he could swear that his
grandfather was trying to scare him to death.
II.
"Take the murder and dismemberment of Cassie Russell over
thirty
years ago," Luke had told his friends a week before,
as over beer at a
topless tavern near the university he had tried to explain
his warped
childhood. "That was one of Grandpa's favorites,
one that the old man
added a bit more blood to each time he had told it.
Cassie was high
school student who made extra cash delivering pizzas
and made the mistake of knocking on the door of the Parker house on Halloween
in 1965. Odd thing was," Luke had remembered with a shiver, "no one
had lived in that old house since the early '50's. Poor little
girl. Anyhow, according to Grandpa, that was the last anyone ever
saw Cassie alive; a month later, some teenagers found her body, or
the remains of it, scattered and decomposing over the basement floor in
the old house. 'Stench was unbelievable, Grandson,' the old man growled
at me, tobacco stains on his shirt, beard, and teeth. 'An'
blood everywhere: on the walls, on the carpet, on the TV, on the dining
room table. Even more curious, little Luke: Cassie's eyeballs was
gone.' No one ever explained what the boys were doing in the house,
which had not been lived in for years. 'Cassie was sure as hell a
cute little thing,' Grandpa would conclude, smacking his lips and looking
wistfully into the distance."
When his friends (all doctoral candidates) refused to
believe this, but waited for more in breathless anticipation, Luke
had lit his pipe and
hit them with another Grandpa Matthews story. "Okay.
So listen to this. Five years after the discovery of Cassie Russell,
the dead and disemboweled bodies of two of these teenagers-a boy and a
girl-were found hanging by their necks from a rafter in the attic of the
old Parker house. The murderer had tied black nylon chord
five times around the neck of each victim. An autopsy report showed
the boy and the girl had been disemboweled before the time of their deaths.
'Eyes of the boy and girl was missin', just like Cassie,' the old man
told me. 'Maybe the mice ate 'em, the eyes, that is, heheheh,' the
old man had chuckled. Jesus, what a mean old bastard.
"Then Grandpa would carry me over to the family room window
and
point with a crooked and trembling finger in the direction
of the Parker
house, just visible in evening light through the trees.
'House got some
evil in it, boy.' the old man had wheezed, always struggling
for air.
'People stupid enough to try to tear the thing down generally
died.' The
mean old man, actually smiling at me, always followed
this up with
accountings of some of the accidents: the
body of city councilman Ed
Jeffries, his heart cut out and stuffed into his mouth,
had been found on the bloodied kitchen floor; the mangled eye-less
body of Susan Thompson, former Miss Idaho contestant, had been discovered
dangling upside down from a ceiling fan in the master bedroom on
the second floor."
III.
Of course, Luke thought to himself as he sat in his parents'
family room in Boise, his friends had thought he was making the stories
up. No self-respecting Ph. D., one of Luke's friends had remarked,
would ever
take those stories seriously; doing so was equivalent
to believing in the
devil, a character now regarded in intellectual circles
as nothing more
than a harmful fiction, capable of nonetheless inspiring
incredibly dark
deeds.
Now a young man on the verge of getting his Ph.
D. in English, Luke
actually missed the old man (who had died of congestive
heart failure four years ago) and wondered as he sat puffing his pipe and
gazing out the window, waiting for the darkness, how any sane individual
could possibly believe the old man's stories let alone the explanation
the community accepted: that the house was haunted. Indeed,
to prove to himself that there was no basis for any superstitions
regarding the old house, Luke had called a former girl friend last night
and asked her to spend part of the next evening with him in the old mansion.
"Consider it a cheap thrill," he had commented, smugly.
"Sure, Luke," Misty had quickly responded, "I like cheap
thrills," and
Luke remembered then that in high school Misty had been
one of those
promiscuous beauties that would do anything for a thrill,
which had
included (on the night of Luke's graduation) taking on
Luke and thirteen of his buddies in the back seat of her car.
IV.
Luke met Misty in front of the store on seventh and Main,
six blocks
from the old mansion. A gorgeous brunette with
a figure that would give the Pope an erection, Misty wore a blue Boise
State sweater, blue jeans, and boots. Luke had worn his frayed green
tweed jacket, leather patches on the elbows, faded jeans, and red tennis
shoes.
From there, full moon overhead, they walked hand-in-hand
into the
center of town, where they dined at Angel Fong's, an
over-priced Chinese restaurant situated in the basement of one of the city's
banks.
Misty sat across the table from Luke in the darkened dining
room and
sighed as she remembered the old Parker place.
"Me and my friends usually stayed the hell away from that place, let me
tell you, except for once, " Misty droned on, dipping bread in her soup.
"Once, Shelly and me threw rocks at the house when we seen someone inside.
Shelly's rock went through one of the front windows. That was pretty
fuckin' funny. Kind of a cheap thrill, I guess."
Glancing around the room to make sure no one had heard the Misty, Luke remembered the story. It had been on a night after a local high school football game that Misty and Shelly, drunken sluts, had decided to drive by the old Parker place in North Boise and spend an hour or two just throwing rocks at the house. The broken window had become legendary in the Boise high schools, Shelly a local hero, when suddenly, one day after Halloween night Shelly's nude body had been found in the foothills just overlooking Boise, her beautiful body impaled on a sharp post, her eyes ripped out of their sockets.
"Sometimes," began Misty, taking a noisy sip from her
wine glass and
looking at Luke, "sometimes, late at night, I get this
creepy feeling,
like something watching me, like, Jesus, these fuckin'
eyes that I know
come from that old house. Then I think about Shelly,
about how they found her. No eyes and shit. Jesus, sometimes
I sit up in bed and cry I get so scared, and Jesus that's when Mom comes
in to tell me that it's all right and to shut the hell up. 'You shut
the hell up, Misty Jean!!' she'd yell. 'Me an' your old man's tryin'
to sleep.' "
Studying Misty, who at twenty-four was more beautiful and more stupid than he had remembered, Luke slowly chewed his raw steak, savoring the juices. Between bites, he asked her if she still wanted to go to the Parker mansion. "Just a cheap thrill," Luke said.
"Oh, hell yes. Hell, hell, hell, yes, I do!" exclaimed
Misty, loud enough for the elderly couple at the next table to overhear
and stare at the loud young woman. "I don't believe that shit.
No one believes that
shit." She drained her wine glass and gesture to
Luke that she wanted a refill. Then, turning to the old couple, Misty
asked, "You folks still
believe that shit?"
V.
Later that night, they entered the house easily enough,
climbing a tree and jumping onto the roof, breaking a window, and getting
in through
what must have been a guest bedroom. Luke had brought
a flashlight, which he flipped on as soon as he and Misty were inside.
The dark pine dresser and wall shelves, Luke noticed,
flashing his beam around the room, were immaculate, an unusual touch for
an
abandoned place. He saw no dust anywhere.
Too, the frame, Victorian-styled bed looked freshly made. The only
unusual item was the smell: the air was saturated by a thickly
metallic odor that made Luke think of blood. Hanging from the ceiling
was a chandelier, and when Luke tried the light switch the room lit up
in a reddish glow, like a bonfire.
"Jesus," exclaimed Misty, almost breathless, "Jesus, what
a place.
Jesus."
"Sure is some place," responded Nick, still surprised by the cleanliness.
"Wanna go on?" asked Misty, anxiously.
Immediately, as he nodded, Luke saw a mental image of
a corpse
dangling bloodily from a full moon and sensed that something
was terribly wrong with the house. Sworn, however, to resist
impulses predicated on superstitions, Luke looked at the girl. "Fuck,
yeah," he said, feeling a slight tremble in his voice, "let's see this
place."
And so Misty and Luke explored the mansion, turning on the chandelier lights in the long hall way outside the bedroom, then creeping down the hallway and entering the rooms upstairs one by one. They found the huge master bedroom, saw the ceiling fan and a dressing table stacked with very old photos of people that Luke assumed has once lived in the place. The people in the photos looked cold and sullen.
Next, they crept downstairs into the darkness, flicked
on the light
switch at the bottom, and walked into the largest and
most grandiose living room either one of them had ever seen, filled with
padded nineteenth century high-backed chairs, three couches with wooden
and bending backs, a grandfather clock that, oddly, was still ticking and
keeping the correct time. From there, they walked to the dining room,
which was more of a hall, and looked at the long oaken table ringed with
old wooden chairs, all of which looked brand new to Luke.
When they walked through the kitchen in the back of the
house and
noticed an open door seemingly inviting the intruders
down into the cellar darkness, Misty stopped in her tracks.
"What's the matter?" asked Luke, who had grown bolder
and bolder the
longer they stayed in the house.
"Ain't goin' down there, boy friend," said Misty, pointing
to the open
door.
"Why?" asked Luke. "Can't be a thing down there." As he
said the word,
Luke felt chilled, sensed something huge
and dark passing inches from him, saw in his mind's eye two red eyes blazing
directly at him. His heart jumping into his throat, Luke reminded himself
that what he had seen was superstition.
"Shit, babe," Luke responded, shaken but imitating a cockiness
which
his fellow grad students had come to admire, "then I'll
go myself." Luke
started towards the door, sensing still that he was moving
into danger.
"Luke, Luke, shit, honey, please," whined Misty.
"Please, what?"
"Please don't go into that fucking dark hole. I
get a bad feeling
about this, Luke. Somethin' not right here.
Shit. Like those eyes I told
you I dream about."
Instead of seeing in Misty's fear evidence confirming his own suspicions, Luke pushed onward. He had to go down the dark stairs now. Besides, he needed the rush.
"I'll be back in a minute," Luke said, approaching the
entrance.
"Anyway, to Hell with the Devil."
"That's a cute thing to say, Luke, but what the hell about
me?" Misty
whimpered, and Luke wondered if she were attempting to
make him feel sorry for her or if she were frightened. He decided
this was an emotional ploy on her part.
"You'll be all right, sugar pie," he assured her.
"And it won't be
totally dark. The moon is full tonight and even
without the flashlight,"
and here he turned his light off, "you can see just about
everything."
Luke was right. In the light of the moon, everything
in the old
kitchen was visible: the linoleum floor, the old refrigerator
in the
corner, the shelves, the huge sink, everything.
"Ok, Luke. Fuck it. OK, " Misty said, resigned. "But hurry back."
Giving Misty a kiss on the cheek, Luke turned the flashlight
on and
bounded down the stairs, wondering what he would find
when he reached the bottom.
It was when Luke stepped onto the cold concrete of the
cellar floor
that he knew that he had made a fatal error.
The revelation hit like and shovel against the side of the head.
Panicked, he flashed the light across the walls of the cellar just as the
door at the top of the stairs slammed shut.
He waited, breathless, heard the blood pounding in his brain.
Then, he heard footsteps lumbering over the floor above
him in the
direction of Misty, heard Misty scream. Luke made
out unmistakable sounds of a struggle, rapid footsteps indicating Misty
was running to escape, heavier footsteps of her pursuer. He heard
her shout for him, heard her scream again and again, was reminded of the
sounds of a huge animal caught in a trap. As if awakened from a dark
dream, he rushed up the stairs, three steps at a time, and threw himself
against the cellar door. The door, made of hard, thick wood, did
not budge, so he threw himself against the door again and again, frantic,
as Misty's screams suddenly stopped. Wondering if his girl were dead,
Luke bounded back down the stairs, searched the cellar frantically with
his flashlight, passing the beam over walls and floor again and again,
nearly giving up hope when he saw something glittering in the darkness
in the back of the cellar. Luke ran towards the object, light revealing
that he had found a huge ax whose wooden handle seemed as fresh as
it would have been had Luke purchased the tool that very day.
Luke rushed back up the stairs, flashlight in one hand
and ax in
another and, two steps before the door, lay down his
light so that the beam shone on the door, raised his ax and swung.
At the first chance, the blade struck in the wood, but Luke easily pulled
the weapon free. Luke swung again, and again, and again,
finally piercing through the wooden door. With several more
swings, Luke created a rectangular opening through which, as he dropped
his ax, he could reach the door handle and unlock and open the door.
The door opened, and feeling himself exhausted, Luke called
out,
"Misty!! Misty! Where are you? Where
are you? Say something!"
He listened and behind the silence he heard something,
a rhythmic
panting which grew louder and louder, like two great
beasts fucking each other. Terrified, Luke dropped his ax and walked
in the direction of the sound, walked up the stairs, down the hall, and
finally into a room right next to the one through which he and Misty had
first gained entrance to the mansion. Nearly crazed by terror, Luke
pointed the flashlight in front of him, thought he saw something large
in the middle of the very small dark room, listened for Misty, and then
shining the light directly in front of him again realized what it
was that he was looking at. He had found Misty.
VI.
In the brilliant moonlight, he could see her arms and
legs were bound by rope and tied to steel rings protruding from each of
the four walls. Misty was suspended horizontally in the dark
space, three feet or so off the floor, her nude body in a spread-eagle
position. The rope that
bound her arms and legs had been pulled so tight that
Misty could not
move. Her face was turned away from him.
The figure looked grotesque, seeming to float in the air.
Breaking into a cold sweat, paralyzed, heart thumping
wildly, Luke
felt himself go numb, wondered what he was doing in this
room on this
night. For several minutes, unmoving, he stood
and tried not to look
towards the face, certain the eyes had been removed,
sure that he was
going to get sick or pass out. Then, he heard a
voice he did not recognize rasp, "Hey, can you believe this shit?", and
knew the girl had turned her head towards him. Glancing up and down
her body, avoiding her eyes, he saw that her wrists and ankles bore red
burn marks from where the rope had rubbed against the flesh, could actually
feel the girl's pain as she weakly struggled to get loose. Then,
with morbid fascination, he watched the blood trickling down her left arm
from the rope and in the direction of her bare breast and wondered what
he should do about it. Misty's breasts and flat stomach bore scratches
that suggested a struggle.
Mesmerized, stupidly almost, Luke stared at the body dangling
spread-eagle in front of him, had trouble acknowledging
that bound before him was a girl he had known since grade school.
Feeling immersed in something so dark and dreadful that it was almost
palpable, he gazed now at the golden rings piercing her nipples and pussy,
wondered when Misty had decided to go in for piercing, actually felt himself
slightly aroused.
Summoning courage, he slowly looked up, towards her face,
noticed
that Misty's cheek and forehead bore deep cuts, realized
she was bleeding slightly from the nose and mouth, and then forced himself
to look at her eyes. With a tremendous sigh of relief, he realized
that Misty still had her sight but he could read only emptiness there,
as if something had scooped out her soul.
He looked at the girl, felt delirious, actually thought
of running his
hand over her breasts, lightly touching her crotch when
he heard her
whisper, mockingly, "Hey, little man, hey, little
man; he's here. He's
here. He's here. And you are fuckin' dead,
dead, dead." This couldn't be Misty, he told himself, struggling
to stay rational. This wasn't her
voice. She sounded diabolical.
"What?" Luke asked, stunned. "What are you saying?" It occurred to him that this girl, grotesquely suspended, felt no pain.
"I said," the girl growled, guttural, her voice
coming from deep within her, "he's here, you stupid miserable mother fucker.
Somewhere in
the house, shit pot. And, you baby boy blue, Mr.
To-Hell-With-the-Devil, he's gonna eat you alive." At this, Misty
smacked her lips; she actually seemed to enjoy this moment.
Luke stepped back, looked at the body before him, glanced
at the room
around him, felt the room beginning to spin, and desperately
struggled to focus on the task at hand.
"Who's here?" Luke asked, terror sweeping through him,
weakening
him. "Who, who, who are you talking about?"
"Who do you think, shit head?," she said slowly, laughing,
looking at
Luke through glazed animal eyes. "Whatever it was
had a huge, huge dick, much larger than your own, and it fucked me-throbbed
deeply and deliciously inside me--and I loved it."
Nick paused, fascinated yet repelled.
"Hey, little man, " she asked, smiling, beginning to pant
heavily, "you can fuck me now. You can fuck me to death.
I'm in position. Put
that little pecker inside me. It'll be a real cheap
thrill."
Dazed, he looked at her, her mouth open, her face bloodied,
then
said, "What the hell is going on here? What is
this? What the hell has
happened to you?" Even as he spoke, he wondered
why he had asked, felt a mixture of fear and pleasure, knew that
something was watching him, zeroing in on him.
Slowly, almost unable to move, he turned, looked into
the darkness,
illuminated by the moonlight, searched for whatever it
was that had locked him in the basement and raped this girl. While
he could see no one, he sensed darkness passing through the house, a cold
dark breeze looking for him, felt the eyes of evil boring into him, knew
that whatever it was had the power to take to the pit of Hell.
Panicked, wanting to run, he knew he had to free Misty.
It was
imperative that he do so. So he turned back to
her, reached into his
pocket, took out his Swiss army knife, opened it, and
put the blade of to the straps binding her legs. Frantically
as he worked and she giggled, regardless of the pressure he put on his
knife, he could not cut the rope.
"Jesus Christ," Luke whispered, falling to his knees,
knowing the
situation was hopeless. "Jesus, Jesus, Jesus."
"He won't help you now, little man," said Misty, slowly
turning her
face towards him and staring maliciously. "Go ahead,
little man: fuck the daylights outa me. You'll like it. I certainly
will. C'mon. Gimme that thrill you promised me."
The rustling behind him, like the wind in the tree outside
his parents' house, made his heart stop, the hairs lining the back of his
neck
bristle, turned his nose, ears, arms and legs ice-cube
cold. He shivered,
hoped this night would soon be over, felt something brush
his shoulder,
knew something large and dark and scaly was passing behind
him, put his head down and took a deep breath, then stood up, turned
and walked through the door into the hallway.
VII.
It happened so fast that Luke didn't have time to react:
a sharp hook arcing perfectly toward him and cutting into and through his
stomach;
the sensation of being lifted off the ground;
the searing, darkening
pain; the sound of someone screaming like a beast;
the sudden nausea as the sharp thing ripped into his stomach;
the stench of his own blood; finally, the sensation that he was gliding
out of his own body, leaving his own bloodied and mutilated form,
on the verge of beginning something new and indescribably horrible.
Suspended in the hallway at a point near the ceiling,
he looked below, saw his own body limp and bleeding, pierced by an enormous
hook; the
hook in turn was connected to a chain that dangled from
the ceiling. He wondered if somehow he had come under Divine Judgment
for believing the wrong things, knew he had been given over to a darkness
so vast that it stretched forever beyond his imagination, knew for
the first time that evil was a tangible mass.
Floating, he studied his corpse, swinging on the chain,
blood
dripping onto the carpet, felt incredibly light, felt
no pain, thought of
Misty in the next room, somehow willed himself into the
room where he looked down on the nude body, realized that Misty
had died seconds before and then looked into the blazing red eyes of an
enormous dark mass hovering before him, thought for an instant of his grandfather,
then felt himself gripped by a force whose strength he had never known,
saw the massive dark wings of this thing.
He felt himself moving at light speed down an endless
dark corridor,
heard the screams of millions who had suffered the same
condemnation in previous centuries, saw the glow of the Lake of Fire at
the end of the dark corridor, sensed Misty was waiting for him, and knew
he would travel this corridor for eternity.
Author of some of the darkest fiction
on the internet, Rich Logsdon
resides in Las Vegas Nevada, where
he teaches English at the Community College of Southern Nevada. In
the past several years, Rich has published over 60 short stories on and
off the net. His short
story Magic Red was named
The Best Horror Fiction of 1998 by
Reader's Hood. His stories
have placed among the finalists in several
gothic/horror writer's contests.
His story Beast Feast was selected by
'Zatta Fact as one of the
best short stories of 1998. Beast Feast was
also nominated to appear in shortstory.org
as one of the internet's
best short stories. For more
about Rich Logsdon, read the very
favorable review of his fiction
in San Francisco Salvo.