The game had begun again, inevitably. He had that "Your ass is
mine, bitch!" look in his eyes as he hurdled the aged cannibis-green
couch at the center of the loft, cutting her off before she could
reach the kitchen and the steak knives.
She decided to make do with a shard of the cracked wine flask he'd
hurled at her head. He wailed like a stuck virgin as the jagged
fang of sea-green glass opened a bleeding chasm in his forearm.
She laughed, going in low for a second strike.
His knee failed to catch her chin squarely. It struck hard enough,
though, to momentarily take the wind out of her sails, which was
really his only aim. She tasted blood. Its flavor mixed well with
the taste of him. Making use of his sixty-pound weight advantage,
he threw himself onto her in a wild-eyed lunge. It was the same
method he often used to throw himself inside her when she was bound
or inebriated. Her hair filled his mouth. Her hips sought to crush
his rib cage.
Passionately, the two grappled for the sea-green shard of glass,
bloodying their fingertips and battling with the knowledge that
its winner would decide how the rest of the evening was to be squandered.
Smaller, quicker fingers prevailed after several seconds of obscene
breathing and tangling of delicious limbs. The hateful spike of
glass bit his throat.
The game was hers.
Tonight…
"Say it," she demanded with a bitten tongue, spraying blood between
her teeth. A familiar sneer uncurled across his face, mocking her
self-proclaimed authority even as she pressed him down. Her thighs
were still wreaking their characteristic pleasure-pain upon his
narrow ribs. She sank the glass deeper by a quarter inch. It was
enough, as evidenced by his failure to suppress a wince, and she
felt sorely tempted to ask him if her point had been received. She
didn't ask. Puns of that sort were best delivered in a deadpan fashion
that she was unaccustomed to, and was more than she could presently
manage.
"Say it!" she commanded a second time, determined not to be denied.
Tonight was hers, and she would be vindicated or at the very least,
amused at his expense.
He coughed. He blew her a kiss and smiled. But he said nothing.
"Say it, asshole!" she shouted in his face for the third and final
time. Part of her, the sadistic part so rarely unsheathed except
on those nights when his arrogance grew stifling, hoped for a third
denial. The sight and scent of flowing blood always made her wet.
She was faintly disappointed to hear him speak to her for the first
time all evening.
"Love is not a gun" he replied in a yielding huff. She sat back
and savored the defeated look etching creases into his brow as she
would a sip of wine or a hit of acid.
"Bullshit," she murmured, skeptical. He'd fooled her too often
in the past, and his deceptions usually culminated with her in handcuffs,
with her taste upon the tongues and noses of housepets.
"Convince me. Finish it", she whispered against his ear. Her voice
was more of a dagger than the blood-stained shard of sea-green glass.
"Love is not a gun," he told her, "but you are a bullet." She relaxed
the green glass needle a little, relishing his recitation of the
script tattooed across her stomach. He took no notice of the gesture.
"And?" she prompted, steeling her bloody grip on the weapon again,
prodding his Adam's Apple with it.
"And you were right. We should have served the Chicken Cordon Bleu
tonight at the reception." His mortification seemed to perfume the
cool air and she breathed deeply, filling her lungs with it.
"Good. Now get undressed," she told him, speaking volumes to him
with her eyes. It was going to be a hell of a long night. She held
onto the shard of glass. It seemed this first lesson in the proper
treatment of his new bride had been well-received. His days of raging
against her body and mind were ended. In time, it would seem as
if they'd never existed.
She watched him rise from the floor and stalk toward their bed
without a word, scattering undershirt, boxers, and socks across
the polished oak floor in his wake. She pursued him at a leisurely
pace, and decided the next lesson she taught him would touch upon
maintaining cleanliness around the apartment.
"I love you," he whispered against her ear as she slid into bed
with him, her skin feeling supple and warm as always despite the
draftiness of the loft. The shard of sea-green glass rested upon
her nightstand, a blood-stained guardian stationed at its post.
Keeping it within an arm's reach seemed to please her. He felt the
same way about the extra pair of handcuffs hidden beneath the mattress;
the pair that she didn't even know was there, the pair he'd managed
to reach for without her noticing just before she joined him in
bed.
"Who wouldn't?" she replied, climbing into a sitting position that
placed her comfortably astride him. Her lips touched his. She parted
them with her tongue and stabbed it deep, claiming her prize.
Something cold captured her left wrist and snapped tightly around
it.
This story has previously appeared in Volume 10 of Dark Muse Webzine
(http://www.darkmuse.com).