"You look lost."
Her head snaps around, away from the seething cul-de-sac down the
street. Lank blonde hair that might be pretty--if washed and combed--slithers
across her wind chapped face. Dark blue eyes widen as if with faint
recognition. He's not surprised. He's been watching as she's wandered
the neighborhood, most recently that afternoon when she stumbled
away from the street mission door, cheeks flaming and eyes streaming.
Her eyes drop to the clerical collar about his throat. He sidles
in front of her, a buoy bobbing between the shallows of Old Towne
and the deep end of "the Zone" where prostitutes ply their trade
in symbiosis with strip joints, sex clubs and other adult entertainment
establishments.
"Easy to do, here in Old Towne," he continues, " I suspect whoever
planned these streets must've let their kids use the blueprints
for scratch paper."
Cracked, though wide and generous, lips hesitantly smile.
"Doing some last minute Christmas shopping? So was I." He gestures
at the curio and antique stores around them. The garish holiday
decorations and tinny stream of festive music seem somehow strangely
akin to the everyday displays just two blocks further east.
"I was about to warm myself with a little coffee," he says, nodding
to a small café nearby. "Would you care to join me?"
She hunches down into a grimy gray coat too light for protection
against a sharp bite of wind worrying the first flakes of a coming
storm. He waits with patient regard until she nods her head once,
sharply.
Taking her arm, he tells her, "My name is Charles, most folks just
call me Brother Chuck. And you are?"
"Mel-Melanie."
"Melanie," Brother Chuck repeats, "a lovely name."
She clings to his arm with the tenacity of someone drowning. They
turn their backs on the seductive invitation of neon lights and
heavy bass music seeping from the Zone.
Despite the Friday night crowd, twenty bucks slipped to the head
waiter quickly finds them a table. Melanie glances furtively at
people laughing, talking, eating. Her eyes almost close as if the
clink of silverware were some nearly celestial music. Brother Chuck's
stomach faintly rumbles; he can imagine how Melanie must feel.
"Late as it is, you know, I do believe I'm ready for dinner," Brother
Chuck says as he picks up a menu. "Please, feel free to order something.
My treat," he smiles, "a small recompense for your charming company."
Melanie all but snatches up the extra menu, then hesitates. She
raises her eyes with a ghost of a smile. "Thank you."
As her eyes devour the menu, Brother Chuck studies the young woman.
Despite ragged clothes and evident weariness, she possesses an almost
ethereal loveliness. Skin, apart from the effects of the winter,
is clear and pale. The chin of her heart shaped face arches into
a jaw line showing little softness but detracting nothing from her
appeal. Lashes almost too long to be real hide her haunting indigo
blue eyes.
Without looking up from the menu, Melanie slips off the jacket.
Her movements are fluid, befitting a body lithe rather than thin.
Well formed if medium size breasts-sans bra, Brother Chuck notes
almost absently--press against her thin sweater.
He guesses she's a cheerleader or, with that feline grace, involved
in some sort of gymnastics.
Suddenly, he realizes Melanie is looking at him, blushing slightly
at his concentration. Brother Chuck smiles harmlessly and beckons
the waiter. The young woman orders hamburger and fries as Brother
Chuck expected she would. He chooses a roast beef with side salad
for himself.
The waiter leaves. Brother Chuck leans forward. He knows she'll
find it harder to flee while anticipating the food than when it
actually arrives.
"Melanie, you weren't really Christmas shopping, were you?"
She bites her lip so hard, Brother Chuck wonders that it doesn't
bleed. After a moment's trembling, Melanie shakes her head.
"How old are you, Melanie?"
She replies almost inaudibly, "Eighteen." Into the dubious silence,
she adds, "As of," she hesitates, "a week ago."
Then come the tears and an all too familiar story. A small town
princess discovering the looks and charm that eased her way through
high school meant very little in the larger realm of a city university.
Falling in with the wrong crowd, grades slipping as she cut classes
until suspended. And, of course, there was a boy…Brother Chuck believes
he can guess the end of that story. Still, he listens with the grave,
kindly air of someone who has heard it all before, but is never
unmoved until Melanie's shrinking spirit seems squeezed dry of words.
"You haven't told your folks yet, have you?"
"I, I can't. Not after all the sacrifices they've made, all they've
hoped for me…," She looks at Brother Chuck helplessly. "I don't
know what to do."
Their food arrives. The waiter raises an eyebrow at Melanie's evident
distress and then at Brother Chuck. Five bucks finds its way into
the waiter's green vest. He nods and disappears.
"Well," Brother Chuck says, "first thing we can do is eat."
"I don't think I can," Melanie says in a low voice.
He shrugs. "Would be a pity to let the chef's hard work go to waste,
don't you think?" He inhales deeply. "And it all smells so good."
Leaning forward again, Brother Chuck says softly, "Child, you are
not without friends. The One who knows when even the least sparrow
falls has not forgotten you." His smile hints at some hidden humor;
it's one of his favorite lines.
Melanie looks up at him, eyes brimming around what appears to be
a faint strand of hope.
"I've little doubt our meeting today was any accident," he tells
her with confident veracity.
"You'll help me?" Melanie asks, hesitantly
"Yes, child. I will help you. First," Brother Chuck adds, reaching
for the condiments, "by handing you the ketchup."
Melanie begins to pick at her food, though soon she's shoveling
it in as if the meal might escape in the shadow of the fork. Brother
Chuck chatters with deliberate inanity while silently approving
of her resilience. She'll need it for what lies ahead. Yet, Brother
Chuck knows that, with his guidance, she'll be just fine. After
all, it's what he does best.
After they finish their meal, with a huge chocolate sundae for
the girl, Brother Chuck pays up, tips generously and escorts Melanie
outside.
"Do you have a place to stay this evening?" he asks as snow dances
about them, melting upon Melanie's cheek like tears of the night.
She looks down. "No," she says at last. "The shelter-"
"Is full," Brother Chuck nods. "Yes, I thought as much, considering
the season." He pauses as if thinking, then says, "I've a small
house my congregation provides for me with a spare bedroom. I'm
sure you'd be comfortable there and tomorrow we can decide what
to do next."
"Is that all right," Melanie asks in a tone innocent as the swirling
snow before it hits the streets. "I mean…" she gestures at his collar.
Brother Chuck chuckles. "Oh, child. I'm no priest." Before she
can question too closely, he continues, "I'm of another faith and
yes, it will be fine. My housekeeper lives there as well. You'll
like her. She's like everybody's favorite granny." Again his lips
twitch, as if at some hidden irony.
They hurry through thinning crowd and thickening snow. Four blocks
west, they turn the corner to Vine Street. "Holy Row", they call
it in Old Towne. Churches large and small, a Masonic Temple and
a Christian Science Reading Room vie for attention among a few small
rentals and parsonages. Around the corner, nestled between the sprawling
Rejoice, Inc. complex and a squat clapboard building styling itself
"The Truth Mission", is a modest beige bungalow.
Brother Chuck fumbles for the keys to let them inside. The small
living room is comfortably furnished. Flowered curtains adorn the
windows; the carpet has seen wear, but still looks presentable.
Armchairs and a large sofa of brownish, nubby fabric surround a
sturdy if unremarkable coffee table on which a large Bible lays
open.
"Grace," Brother Chuck calls as they enter. "Grace, are you here?"
With a puzzled expression on his face, he ushers Melanie inside
and carefully locks the door behind them.
"A sad thing, but wise in this neighborhood," he assures Melanie
somberly. He looks around again until his eyes light upon a folded
piece of paper in the Bible.
"What's this," he asks, picking it up and opening it. "Oh, my,"
Brother Chuck says, reading the note, "Grace says her daughter's
gone into labor and she had to go to the hospital."
He looks at Melanie whose face hints at apprehension. Brother Chuck
hands her the paper. "She says she may be there a while but expects
to be home either late tonight or sometime tomorrow."
Melanie barely glances at the note as he adds, "The last time her
daughter went into labor, Grace ended up going back and forth to
the hospital for three days."
He acts as if he does not hear the Melanie's soft sigh as if of
relief.
"I bet," Brother Chuck says, "that a good hot bath or shower would
be just the thing to take the chill off."
The girl manages a rueful grin. "I guess I am pretty stinky at
that. But, these are the only clothes I have."
Brother Chuck smiles. "Not to worry, child." From his bedroom,
he fetches a thick velour robe and oversize tee shirt.
"'Fraid I don't have much in the way of pj's but these should do
until Grace gets home. Just leave your things in the hamper and
Grace will do them in the morning."
Melanie hesitates at the bathroom door. "Sir-"
Brother Chuck raises his hand. "Brother Chuck, please."
"Brother Chuck," she says as if trying to find just the right words.
"I don't know how to thank you for, for everything."
Brother Chuck puts a fatherly hand on Melanie's shoulder. "No need
to thank me," he says gently. "It's what I'm here for. I'll make
some hot cocoa while you're bathing. You like hot cocoa?"
Melanie's radiant smile is like that of a child discovering a forgotten
present under the Christmas tree. She nods vigorously and heads
into the bathroom.
Humming, Brother Chuck goes into the kitchen and prepares the cocoa
from a special homemade mixture. He fixes himself a cup of instant
coffee, though he'd really rather have some coke. Brother Chuck
opens a package of cookies purchased earlier that day and arranges
them on a plate. He listens for the shower to stop and the hand
held hair dryer to start, then pours the drinks. Carrying mugs and
cookie plate to the living room, Brother Chuck meets Melanie coming
out of the bathroom. Her hair is fairer and fuller when clean, with
a faint hint of natural body wave. Even devoid of make up, she's
lovely, her skin still pink from the shower's heat.
"There," Brother Chuck says with a broad grin, "bet you feel a
lot better."
Melanie laughs. "Yes, I do."
Brother Chuck sits the tray on the coffee table and hands Melanie
the cocoa.
"Chocolate chip cookies," Melanie all but squeals as she plops
onto the couch beside him. "My favorites." She picks one up and
takes a bite.
Brother Chuck allows her time to wallow in the ecstasy of chocolate
before asking questions. Around bites of cookie, Melanie talks freely
about high school and friends, chattering the way of someone who
thought all hope lost but has found a savior. It's not so much what
she says, as how she answers to which Brother Chuck listens, seeking
clues on how to guide her towards his own idea of salvation.
Melanie looks around, then back at Brother Chuck. "Aren't you married,"
she asks with the bluntness of youth, "or doesn't your church let
you marry?"
Brother Chuck's smile slips just a fraction. He sighs. "Yes, we're
allowed to marry," he says at last. "And I was married, for seven
wonderful years." To Melanie's unspoken question he nods sadly.
"She was taken from me not too long ago." He picks up a picture
from the coffee table of a young woman with an impish grin. "In
fact, this month would have been our anniversary."
Melanie lays a hand on Brother Chuck's arm. "I'm so sorry."
Brother Chuck pats Melanie's hand. "We were happy together. Had
hoped to have children, but," he shrugs, "it wasn't possible."
The silence lingers as if gathering momentum. Melanie stifles a
yawn.
"You must be exhausted, Melanie. Let me show you to your room."
Melanie obediently follows him, holding his hand like a child.
"Good night," he says, and bestows a kiss on the top of her head
before carefully closing the door.
Back in his own bedroom, Brother Chuck unfastens the collar. The
suit he hangs carefully. Times have been tough of late, and he only
has one. Naked, he stalks into the master bathroom. He catches sight
of himself in the mirror as he reaches in to turn on the shower.
Not bad, he thinks, not bad at all for someone who spent six weeks
of the past three months laid up in a hospital. Brother Chuck notices
the gray at his temples looks a little yellow and the brown on top
a bit faded. He realizes he'll have to do something about that soon.
Steam billows, obscuring the mirror. He steps into the hot spray
and washes, carefully around the relatively fresh scar tissue on
his left shoulder and side. Just as gingerly, he towels off.
He finds a second robe--one of silky material and brief-hangs it
on the hook of his bedroom door for later. A pack of cigarettes
and ashtray come out of the nightstand before he props himself up
on the bed to consider what will come next. His contemplation is
interrupted by a soft knock on the door. He raises an eyebrow at
the intrusion, but is not at all displeased.
"Yes?"
The door slowly opens. Faint light from the hallway outlines Melanie's
supple curves through the almost sheer tee.
"I, I couldn't sleep."
"I understand." With studied casualness he draws the sheet up low
over his hips. He pats the bed beside him.
Like an animal torn between curiosity and fear, Melanie approaches.
She sits, primly, on the edge of the bed, facing away from him.
"What seems to be the problem, Melanie?"
"I don't," she hesitates, "know. I, I started to doze off and,
and well, before I was even really asleep, just sort of drowsy,,
I started to," her voice takes on a ragged edge, "to dream."
"Nightmares?"
"Yes," she says, pauses, "no. Maybe…," Melanie buries her face
in her hands, "Oh, I don't know!"
Moving slowly, he kneels behind the young woman. At the touch of
his hands upon her shoulders, Melanie starts, as if to bolt, but
those large, firm hands hold her in place. Gently, he begins to
knead her shoulders.
"What kind of dreams, Melanie?"
Her tension seems to war with the soothing feel of warm, skillful
touch melting away her anxiety.
"What kind of dreams," he asks again, his voice insistent yet sultry.
"I, I," Melanie turns abruptly, burying her head in his chest,
sobbing. "Oh, Brother Chuck."
Her body is cooler than he expects given what was in that cocoa.
Yet there is no doubt in the hardness of her nipples pressing against
him through the thin cotton. Melanie's hands relax their initial
grip and glide along the long muscles of his back. He feels her
lips open against his throat, her tongue flickering out to taste
his flesh.
Abruptly, Melanie pulls back, her eyes wide with apparent horror.
"Oh, my God…what am I doing? Brother Chuck, I, I didn't mean-"
His arms draw her back again, to feel her tears against his chest.
"Shh, Melanie. There's no need to fear or be ashamed." He holds
her by the shoulders so he can look into her eyes. Dark blue eyes
that seem to be without whites, all but glowing in the darkness.
"I, too, have been thinking of why our paths crossed. I cannot
but help but believe it was His Will. Yet, I have asked myself why,
again and again."
Hanging his head as if in shame, he says in a low voice, "Since
my wife died, I have not been…a man. Indeed, I have felt nothing
but a void within, no desire for woman, yea, hardly even desire
to live.
"Then, there was you. At first, I thought, perhaps, it was just
that I might help you. Yet, it seemed there must be something else.
I, I must tell you. I have seen you often of late, even followed
you, drawn by what I knew not."
He nods at Melanie's wide eyed stare. "Yes, I followed, to see
you came to no harm. And while I followed, I felt…something I had
not felt in a long time. And then, tonight…"
He slowly uncovers himself. His member rises hard, strong, seeming
to vibrate between them. Melanie stares at it as if in wonder.
"Behold," he declares, "My burden has been lifted. Yea, I know
again what it is to be a man. And all because of you, dear, dear
Melanie," he adds, his voice dropping, but no less intense.
"But, this, this is wrong," Melanie says, though weakly. Her hand
reaches out as if to touch, then draws back.
"How can it be wrong, little dove," he coos, "if we have been led
to this time and place, and the gift of comfort through pleasure
that is our right as His Children?"
Taking her hand, he places it lightly upon his shaft. "Feel the
burning there, my child? Feel the ache of loneliness that has been
lifted from me? Feel the hunger, a hunger I know you feel as well.
Desire to give and receive joy "
As if mesmerized, Melanie slips off the bed and kneels beside it.
Her hands come together on either side of his cock, like a child
might say their bedtime prayers. He leans back upon his heels, spreading
his thighs. Hesitantly, Melanie's mouth draws closer. He can feel
her breath upon him for what seems an eternity, before she finally
lays her lips upon the tip of his prick.
"Yes," he urges, "touch, taste, know that you and you alone are
the one who has been brought to me, that we might share together
the pleasure of His greatest gift."
He sighs as Melanie's tongue laps an oily drip from the slit of
his knob. Her mouth opens wider and she draws him in, slowly, almost
ritualistically.
In the darkness, Brother Chuck a.k.a. Reverend Raunch a.k.a. the
Preacher Pimp a.k.a. Charlie Cooper grins. The bad boys in Chi town
may have run him off, even dammed near killed him, but he has found
near virgin territory here in the Old Towne neighborhood of Ste.
Germaine. As Melanie sucks him, moistly moving up and down his cock,
he reflects on his good fortune. He's already strong armed two of
the whores down in the Zone into accepting him as their pimp. They're
older than he prefers for his stable, but they've provided him enough
income to set up this little scam.
And if what he's heard on the streets is right, he's the only pimp
there. Yeah, there's some stupid urban legend as to why, something
involving ravens or such shit, but he's already figured out the
bitches there started that to horde all the money for themselves.
He groans softly as Melanie's tongue flickers like flame along
his smoldering log, as much from the thought of becoming the big
daddy in Ste. Germaine as Melanie's ministrations.
'Damn,' he thinks, 'she's good!' He's run young meat before, but
always had to train them. 'If she can fuck like she sucks,' he tells
himself, 'I'll get top dollar for this prime pussy.'
He puts his hands on Melanie's head, dragging her onto the bed.
She whimpers like a puppy wanting teat. Laying back, Chuck pulls
her on top of him. She all but rips the t-shirt off. His eyes gleam
as he watches her breasts bounce free of the fabric, a bit on the
small side, maybe, but no less luscious and eager.
She grabs his cock and guides it into her. Chuck grunts at her
moist, tight grip. He reaches for her breasts, squeezing, rubbing
her nipples with his thumbs. Her writhing moans cause him to drop
one hand to her cunt.
'Holy shit,' he thinks as his palm squeezes her nude mound, 'this
bitch is smooth as a baby!'
Chuck fingers her clitoris as Melanie rides him ever faster. Liquid
heat gathers in his groin like a bubbling pool of lava. Chuck decides
to use her every which way he can tonight, begin working on the
guilt tomorrow. For now, though, he is about to burst inside her
slick canal. His back arches, eyes closing as he feels the geyser
roaring up his shaft.
It's then, Melanie stops.
A moment passes, then another. Chuck reaches for Melanie's ass
to hammer into her, to relieve the unbearable pressure. Yet, even
as he does, he feels something changing.
Suddenly, Melanie's tunnel feels mushy, almost like skin sloughing
off. Chuck opens his eyes.
And screams.
The young woman is gone. In her place is someone Chuck barely recognizes
through wrinkles of mottled skin and sparse, wild hair, hollow sockets
where her eyes should be. But he knows who she is, without doubt.
She's just as he imagines she would look after five years in the
grave.
"Grandma," he croaks.
"You've been a bad boy," cackles the ghoulish creature astride
him. "Yes, indeed. A bad, bad boy."
Chuck's cock deflates. He frantically tries to push whatever the
hell it is off of him. But the grip of her thighs is too strong.
And the hold she has on him, inside of her, is like a vise.
She reaches over to the nightstand and snags the small prop Bible
he keeps there. "Didn't I bring you up better than this?" she demands,
slapping his head with the leather bound book. "Didn't I raise you
to respect Gawd?"
Tears of terror streak his face as he shrieks at her to go away,
his raised arms trying to deflect her assault.
She leans forward on him, her drooping dugs squishing like slimy
bean bags against his chest. "What's the matter, Chuckie, don't
you have a kiss for your Grandma?" she croons, her breath the stench
of the sepulchre. She forces his lips apart and wriggles what tastes
like rotted liver in his mouth.
Chuck gags as she pushes off of him, her talon like nails digging
deep into his chest, flaying his skin. Chuck feels like she has
left pieces of her tongue in his mouth. He vomits violently.
She pops off him just in time to avoid the projectile puke.
"You're going to hell for that, Chuckie," she grins with a ragged
fence of yellowed teeth.
Whimpering, he tries to crawl away, all but swimming in the remains
of his dinner. A hand tangles itself in his hair and drags him back.
"Yes, Chuckie," he hears. "You are going to hell. And here is the
first taste of it!"
With an inexorable grip, Chuck's face is forced toward a vagina
looking and smelling like the gates of Hell. He struggles to get
free, but cannot break away. His eyes dilate at what he sees and
his hoarse breathing becomes a strangled cry at the sight of her
cunt. Then his mouth is shoved against her. He tastes the dead flesh,
juices like rotten sewage, feels the maggots crawling down his throat
even as he sinks into an unconsciousness where the dreams only get
worse.
The snow ends about midnight, a thick wrapping over the city. Through
most of the city there is an uncanny silence. Only emergency vehicles
can be heard, whispering through the shrouded streets, the occasional
siren sounding like a distant banshee.
"Dispatch, this is Unit 23. We've checked out that disturbance
over on Vine. Some guy wandering around naked blabbering about dead
people and eating maggots and such. We're bringing him in, but,
geez, he smells like puke."
From a nearby alley, eyes, no longer hidden by contacts, watch
the officers shove a crazed, shivering Brother Chuck into their
car and drive off. They are eyes as dark as the space beyond stars
and perhaps as ancient. They are eyes that reflect nothing, but
seem to absorb everything.
The creature smiles, thinly. It fed well this evening on the invader's
sexual energy and managed to eliminate a threat to what the creature
considers its territory by using the human's own deep seated fears
against him. Before morning, the creature will transform into its
other mode, the one most resembling a human male. And tomorrow,
as Raven, will pass the word to those upon whom it feeds and protects,
that another would be pimp is gone.